hate to see my wishes not come true but indirectly came true for someone else.
i hate to be in this state of mind, where i'm a people pleaser, where i somehow got to the point i'm tired adjusting to everyone's expectation and when i'm not i might get extremely mad and everyone will thinks i'm being a drama queen when i'm actually not. then i'm the bad guy in the story but the truth is i'm just letting my emotion go, letting go the burden i have inside. darn this hormone, darn this emo feeling. sigh.
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A multi layered personality.
Isn't that exactly what 'strange and beautiful' (= fascinating and devastating) is about??
never really thought of myself that way colson,, hmm. in a bad mood moment back then i guess.. thank God for the invention of sleeping. :D
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